Well Here It Is....

i am here....the place called the backyard of success, the country which has it all, but still i miss the small country where my roots belong...
i miss my people, my friends, my family, and i miss them all....
let me break up my week's schedule for you, and you'll understand the reason why i said the aforesaid statement,

Monday to Friday : Rush to office at 7:30AM, Finish my whole work and return to home at 6:00PM. Once you return back you notice that the dishes are not done, and there is nothing in the refrigerator for you to eat. So you do the dishes, then cook some food for you....and by the time you are done...it is already 10:30PM and you suddenly feel the need to have a good sleep. Next morning the whole process continues....

Weekends...
Once you return from office on Friday evening, you notice that the though dishes are still not done, and you still need to cook to fill your own stomach.....still you are a bit relaxed. Living in downtown, the most happening place of the town...and you just take a walk down the street, and you forget all your worries. You return late and sleep like you have never slept before.

On Saturday, you wake up late, do your weekly laundry and then prepare lunch. By the time you are done with that all, you start feeling the void which was present from day 1 but hidden under the covers of being busy. It starts poking you, and before you even know it, it starts killing you. And you cannot do anything about it other than face it...

So to sum it up, though you have everything with you, you still have nothing,
though you have everyone on your side, still you fight alone...
and though you have a million acquaintances, YOU STILL WALK ALONE!!!

Sometimes I just want to say that’s IT!!!

Many ways to choose from, many possible outcomes,

Thinking of a way which would eradicate this confusion

All people pouring in with their own suggestions,

Not helping solving me the problem, but giving it an addendum

More and more I think over it, more increases the amplitude,

All I need now is something to do away with my solitude

Yes I stand single on this big blue planet,

Sometimes I just want to say that’s IT!!!

Taking it away from me it what everyone has done,

They say it is for my good, but is surely out of my comprehension

Understating the realms of it is taking its toll,

End is not that far off, I am getting old…

Before the sun sets on my little world’s own horizon,

I wish they could be more ways out of this rather than none

I wish I could tell you more of this problem but,

Sometimes I just want to say that’s IT!!!

The war is mine!!!

Trying to figure a way out of this abyss
It seems that everything is now turning into a mess…
Times were tougher before
This time I can’t face it any more….
Looking at the sun shine every morning
Just can’t help my self thinking
How to end this bloody bore….
Because not now it suffocates, hurts even more…
Losing each breathe every moment,
Becoming weaker every second
Having the odds against me one more time
I love to race against them even when everybody is against me, even mine
Lemme put the pen down now and pick up the sword,
The battle might not be mine, but sure is the war!!!

NOT YET

I Am Confident, yet underrated
looks like one but I am serrated
yes i am down and a bit annoyed
am feeling helpless, as if I am denied
I am angry, on what I don't know,
but when I am happy, everything else is no show
looking outside the window
on this noraml looking day
i know there are better things to do
while i stay.....
people do decide and then regret,
while i would just say,
not yet, not yet....

What I Am Made For?

To solve all you problems is what I am made for,
To give funda of chill and relax is what I am made for,
To ask you to enjoy life like anything is what I am made for,
To wipe the tears from your eyes is what I am made for,
To not follow anything what I say to you myself, is what I am made for...

Janamdin Ki Haardik Badhaiya

Birthdays!!!

Everyone is excited about the the anniversary of the day they were born. Remembering the day when you were incarnated/reincarnated (whatever...) people really feel happy as if the world was complete when they arrived. It is otherwise....

Celebrating birtdays should be banned, because:

* You have to give a lavish treat to your friends

* People would not miss even a single chance to give you the so called b'day bumps, as if you were born for those only :)

* Everyday people will pull your leg in way or the other, the best one being, "Aaj to b'day hai...."

But after so much love (?) shown by your friends towards you, you might not be able to sit properly the whole day, you might use every edible thing as a face wash, or shampoo (see the pic), but still you would feel happy, and this feeling comes from seeing so many people around you, the feeling of having friends.....

Happy Birthday!!!!

Kaha hu kahaa nahi....

Today was the first day I spent in office after two of the closest friends left for on site.
Though I am really happy about their chance to harass people of other nationality ;-), but getting used to a silent workplace would surely take time.
I myself didn't believed till I observed my watch and the list of task I have on my hand. During the whole day, the list was getting smaller and smaller, and the time was going on at its own speed. Nearly 10 hrs after I started my days' work, I actually asked myself, have I started working??? Would I continue to do so till my frens come back??? Time will tell.....
But aaj mazaa bhi aaya, puraane dosto se bichda to tha, but pahucha apne logo ke hi beech. :-)